I imagine someone will find this at some point
The time has come for me to move on. I don’t come to this decision lightly, however, but now that I’m older, I’ve finally realized that there’s a world of difference between living happily ever after and just living ever after. I may seem strong. But I’m not I’m just like anyone else. We can feel pain. We can die. There is nothing more for me. I am sorry to those of you who have tried to help and for those of you who are shocked I guess you never really knew me or took the time actually see what hid in my eyes. Please do not morn my loss celebrate the memories. In the top drawer of my nightstand you will find my instructions for my funeral. YES, thats right I want you to throw a party and no tears allowed. I will finally be at peace and the pain that has racked my soul for a lifetime will be gone.
love,
Bemster
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